I am a rational person with rational thoughts. But sometimes , I don't act in a rational way.
The crux of the problem lies with Emotion. They run wild in my head. These Emotions play a tug of war in my mind. They quicken my heart and dull my mind. All at the same time. Sometimes it feels like I'm fighting a losing battle. They bring tears to my eyes and make my nose red. They make me want to scream in anger and cry with sadness.
But, I am not sad.
At the very most, one might say I am a conflicted person. Perhaps that is a better word.
I am a conflicted person.