This is the diary of the rational girl. 

I am a rational person with rational thoughts. But sometimes , I don't act in a rational way. 

The crux of the problem lies with Emotion. They run wild in my head.  These Emotions play a tug of war in my mind. They quicken my heart and dull my mind. All at the same time. Sometimes it feels like I'm fighting a losing battle.  They bring tears to my eyes and make my nose red. They make me want to scream in anger and cry with sadness. 

But, I am not sad. 

At the very most, one might say I am a conflicted person. Perhaps that is a better word.

I am a conflicted person.